Somehow in this process of myself staring at this hole I don't fit into,
I am falling more in love with myself.
I know who I am and I love it.
I know who I am in Christ.
I know who I am when the lights go out.
I know who I am when the going gets tough.
I know who I am when the sun rises.
And I know who I am when all is right with the world.
I don't fit in here.
And sometimes when it seems to be uncomfortable
I just am so grateful my Savior is never changing.
In all of this I could be bitter...
I mean I should be bitter.
But I love the challenge.
This is who I am.
I have nothing to strive for here.
I am not allowed to display my competence in the postion I hold.
But in true service we learn to lead.
And this square peg was meant to lead.
"Love cannot remain by itself -- it has no meaning.
Love has to be put into action, and that action is service"